Monday, May 31, 2010

This Time

Last time I went to Japan, I was in a relationship. He stayed in Boston and I moved to Japan. The whole time I was there, I constantly doubted my decision to move abroad. Was I ruining my chances at a happy relationship? Was I breaking that guy's heart? The whole time, I worried so much.


This time I don't want to worry, I want to live in the present moment with no strings attached to any relationship or any promise for what might or might not be. I've promised my best friend that I will stay single, that is not in a serious relationship, for 2 years.  Thank goodness for her - She's holding me accountable to myself. This time, it's all about finding out who I am, what my talents are, what is important.